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Even if the storm came roaring in , I'll be strong enough to hold on. Sunday, January 1, 2012
 Like a super nova, that old life is over. at 10:02 PM I wanna be there someday. Finally blogging , though i'm suppose to blog yesterday but well , i was knocked out. As i said at my earlier post , this year was definitely a lesson to be learnt. Why? Simply because I saw the cruelty of life. Just like the darkness befalls on you , diminishing the lights and there you are near the edge , falling fall anytime. Just when you thought everything was perfect , little did you knew something was approaching , expecting the unexpected. But then , i was lucky. Lucky enough to meet him , lucky enough to have her , lucky enough with people supporting. The truth revealed and it's time to wake up. It was certainly not easy to make a right decision and definitely not easy to move on. But i'm glad i had her back in my life again. Those mistakes i've made , those things i've done , i can't be more grateful she's willing to accept me once again. I extremely regretted and ashamed for what i've done. Thank you for letting me in again. As she said , a clique is a commitment. And i can say that i've made the right decision to leave. Frankly speaking , i had never felt so free , so relaxed , so peaceful for years. At that instant , i felt peace and happiness and i found myself. Of course , the process is which it almost knock me down. Letting go is easier said than done , when those memories constantly flows through your mind and slowly drifting back to the past. Life's a struggle but you have to move on. But is time could turn back , I just want to be myself. Though i left , but i gained something even more better : true friendship.  See that ADORABLE girl up there? She's the one whos there for me , supporting me emotionally. She's the one who i can get along. She's the one i can HIGH with. She's the one whom i hurt too. But she's the one , who gave me a chance. Well , not forgetting my class clique, super duper awesome people that i never get tired of. Jamie the cow , weiting saggy , xinying funsize and valerie the bat. I still remember all of us studying so hard for n levels but then those times were great where we helped each other ^^ BUT , sad thing is that we haven even took one single neo print in 4 years of our lives. Let's strive hard for o levels next year and get into jc!  During the past two months , i met great people , for example eric the nice guy. He never fails to entertain me and listening to my nonsense , ah should have talk to him more during primary school , damn >< Also not leaving out my crazy partner TEEYUERONG. I still remember pre-japan trip preparation we were so high and crazy. Haha , we keep taking lots and lots of photos and you never fail to make me laugh. And geraldine too! She's just like me(but i'm not as cute as her) , we share the same mind , so if SOMEONE tries to bully me i can turn to her XD    Last but not least , presenting this cannotdescribebywordsbutsuperduperfreakingawesomethoughabitdumbdumb boyfriend :D I met him on 16.7.2011. Never in my life i would meet him because i never considered myself to be in a relationship in secondary school. Who knows someone might just stole your heart? The first two months wasn't easy at all , especially all those happenings while coping with exams. Those were the times which got us stronger to overcome obstacles. But the last two months i spent with you was great. Though we might not see each other often this year , i believe as long as the feeling remains the same , distance does not matter (: I also want to apologize for any mistakes i've made >< Five months just flew pass like that and going to sixth soon. As i reminisce the moments we had together while i was awake , i believe everything is going to be worthwhile , even though easier said than done.  ME GUSTA! :D Seems like there's always someone who disapproves They'll judge it like they know about me and you And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do The jury's out, but my choice is you So don't you worry your pretty little mind People throw rocks at things that shine And life makes love look hard The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours. xoxo, you know you love me |
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